10/2011 October – week 3

20111017-20111018

10:21:00 PM : exclaimed
10:20:36 PM : drew
10:19:56 PM : someone
10:19:04 PM : jungle
10:18:36 PM : pay
10:18:12 PM : window
10:17:44 PM : interest
10:17:20 PM : arrange
10:16:52 PM : ball

10:09:56 PM : divide
10:09:04 PM : member
10:06:00 PM : Mike

10:05:48 PM : distance
10:05:20 PM : it
10:04:56 PM : pan
10:01:00 PM : practical
10:00:48 PM : create
9:59:56 PM : take
9:59:32 PM : fence
9:58:40 PM : teeth
9:58:12 PM : Columbus
9:57:44 PM : Joe
9:57:20 PM : chair
9:56:00 PM : idea

9:55:24 PM : related
9:54:56 PM : spread
9:54:32 PM : press
9:54:04 PM : rising
9:53:12 PM : method
9:52:20 PM : stock

9:28:32 PM : nothing
9:28:04 PM : arrow
9:21:08 PM : partly
9:20:40 PM : bridge
9:20:12 PM : so
9:19:20 PM : None
9:19:08 PM : arrangement
9:11:32 PM : electric
9:11:04 PM : pond
9:10:12 PM : wagon
9:09:56 PM : Andy
9:09:32 PM : Asia
9:08:36 PM : massage
9:08:12 PM : earth
8:59:32 PM : represent
8:59:04 PM : course

8:40:52 PM : strong
8:40:24 PM : battle
8:40:00 PM : everybody
8:39:32 PM : half
8:38:52 PM : pony
8:19:36 PM : harbor

8:14:00 PM : globe
8:13:48 PM : screen
8:13:20 PM : inch
8:12:56 PM : brother
8:12:04 PM : nest
8:11:36 PM : fruit
8:10:44 PM : use
8:10:16 PM : factory
8:09:52 PM : plates
8:09:40 PM : magic
8:09:12 PM : stared
8:08:48 PM : wise

8:07:56 PM : avoid
8:07:04 PM : May
8:05:44 PM : eventually

7:48:44 PM : discovery
7:48:20 PM : grown
7:47:52 PM : many
7:41:08 PM : general
7:40:56 PM : alphabet

7:40:28 PM : ocean
7:40:04 PM : held
7:39:36 PM : it
7:35:56 PM : easier
7:08:24 PM : basis
7:08:00 PM : dangerous
7:07:08 PM : park
7:06:40 PM : cent
7:05:48 PM : date
7:05:36 PM : bound
7:04:20 PM : lion
7:02:08 PM : circus

6:35:36 PM : Sunday
6:34:44 PM : triangle
6:34:16 PM : forgotten

6:33:52 PM : company
6:18:04 PM : went
6:17:36 PM : better
6:17:12 PM : sure
6:16:56 PM : rod
6:16:32 PM : China
6:16:04 PM : smile
6:10:40 PM : peace
6:06:32 PM : never
6:06:08 PM : zero
6:03:56 PM : label
6:01:08 PM : opportunity
6:00:40 PM : found
6:00:16 PM : income

5:58:56 PM : what
5:58:32 PM : usually
5:58:04 PM : loose
5:57:40 PM : warn
5:57:24 PM : city
5:57:00 PM : forward
5:56:32 PM : let
5:56:08 PM : ought
5:55:40 PM : certain
5:54:24 PM : equator
5:53:56 PM : take
5:53:32 PM : school
5:52:24 PM : worth
5:52:00 PM : home
5:50:40 PM : kids
5:50:16 PM : origin
5:49:24 PM : log
5:48:04 PM : serve
5:47:52 PM : using
5:47:24 PM : rough
5:46:08 PM : easy
5:45:16 PM : butter
5:44:48 PM : handsome
5:44:24 PM : discussion
5:43:56 PM : Tim
5:43:04 PM : becoming
5:42:28 PM : by
5:40:16 PM : quietly
5:39:52 PM : laid
5:39:00 PM : example
5:38:32 PM : pride
5:38:08 PM : common

5:37:52 PM : States
5:37:28 PM : has
5:32:52 PM : separate
5:30:44 PM : completely
5:29:52 PM : amount
5:29:24 PM : law
5:29:00 PM : June
5:26:12 PM : earth
5:25:44 PM : movement
5:24:28 PM : dirt
5:23:36 PM : darkness
5:23:08 PM : vessels
5:22:56 PM : hurried
5:22:28 PM : there
5:22:04 PM : summer
5:20:44 PM : nobody
5:20:20 PM : chest
5:19:52 PM : straw
5:19:28 PM : halfway
5:17:28 PM : course
5:16:36 PM : steady
5:15:20 PM : kind
5:10:04 PM : saw
5:09:40 PM : knew
5:08:48 PM : youth
5:07:28 PM : eaten
5:07:00 PM : citizen
5:06:36 PM : apple
5:06:24 PM : location
5:05:56 PM : fifth
5:05:32 PM : once
5:04:40 PM : anything
5:04:12 PM : shells
5:02:52 PM : square
5:02:28 PM : disappear

4:52:12 PM : spend
4:50:28 PM : of
4:50:00 PM : luck
4:41:20 PM : port
4:40:52 PM : dress
4:40:40 PM : apart
4:40:12 PM : how
4:39:48 PM : way
4:39:20 PM : whether

4:38:56 PM : farther
4:37:36 PM : soil
4:37:12 PM : before
4:36:44 PM : price
4:36:20 PM : none
4:35:52 PM : put
4:35:40 PM : both
4:35:12 PM : divide
4:34:48 PM : Illinois
4:33:56 PM : wish
4:33:28 PM : reason
4:09:48 PM : avoid
4:09:20 PM : hidden
4:08:56 PM : alive

4:08:28 PM : Johnny
4:07:24 PM : history
4:06:04 PM : born
4:01:04 PM : Talmage
3:59:48 PM : nose
3:59:20 PM : shall
3:58:56 PM : spirit
3:58:28 PM : thousand
3:58:16 PM : sleep
3:57:24 PM : Robert
3:56:56 PM : carried
3:56:32 PM : greatest
3:56:04 PM : captain
3:55:40 PM : actually

3:55:12 PM : leather
3:53:56 PM : traffic
3:34:24 PM : my
3:34:00 PM : lose
3:33:32 PM : bright
3:21:36 PM : glass
3:19:52 PM : one
3:17:32 PM : decide
3:16:12 PM : press
3:14:56 PM : yesterday
3:13:08 PM : organized
3:12:44 PM : although
3:12:32 PM : settle
3:03:12 PM : whom
2:52:20 PM : particularly

2:51:44 PM : Joe
2:50:52 PM : voyage
2:50:24 PM : care
2:45:00 PM : or
2:44:08 PM : Italy
2:42:48 PM : scientist
2:42:24 PM : origin
2:42:08 PM : including
2:41:44 PM : only
2:41:16 PM : whale
2:40:52 PM : nearby
2:40:24 PM : famous
2:40:00 PM : square
2:37:12 PM : land
2:36:44 PM : interest
2:36:20 PM : follow
2:35:52 PM : trap
2:35:28 PM : area
2:35:00 PM : ear

2:33:16 PM : milk
2:32:52 PM : come
2:27:24 PM : bottle
2:21:20 PM : failed
2:20:04 PM : least
2:19:36 PM : animal
2:19:12 PM : road
2:18:44 PM : all
2:11:48 PM : mirror
2:07:28 PM : construction
2:07:04 PM : bridge
2:06:48 PM : saw
2:05:56 PM : ill
2:05:04 PM : Richard
2:04:40 PM : laid

2:04:12 PM : plural
2:03:20 PM : sing
2:02:52 PM : state
2:02:16 PM : brick
2:01:48 PM : post
2:01:24 PM : Mr.
2:00:56 PM : beneath
2:00:32 PM : forgotten
1:59:40 PM : train

1:57:56 PM : sets
1:57:28 PM : double
1:56:48 PM : earth
1:56:24 PM : minute
1:55:04 PM : seat
1:54:12 PM : sugar
1:53:48 PM : charge

1:52:56 PM : fight
1:50:32 PM : repeat
1:47:16 PM : smoke
1:46:24 PM : occur
1:46:00 PM : reason
1:44:16 PM : sort
1:39:52 PM : dropped
1:38:44 PM : anything
1:38:20 PM : library
1:37:28 PM : which
1:36:36 PM : forest
1:35:16 PM : usual
1:32:12 PM : needle
1:31:44 PM : available
1:30:28 PM : century
1:21:32 PM : action
1:21:04 PM : killed
1:20:12 PM : help
1:16:44 PM : pain
1:16:08 PM : medicine
1:15:16 PM : away
1:14:48 PM : exist
1:13:56 PM : Europe
1:13:32 PM : once
1:13:04 PM : fairly
1:12:40 PM : stared
1:11:32 PM : citizen
1:11:08 PM : tired
1:10:40 PM : ran
1:09:48 PM : various
1:09:24 PM : wife
1:08:56 PM : successful
1:08:32 PM : the
1:08:04 PM : create
1:07:12 PM : has
1:07:00 PM : inch
1:06:32 PM : trouble
1:06:08 PM : threw
1:05:16 PM : herself
1:04:24 PM : education
1:03:56 PM : closer
1:03:32 PM : function
1:03:04 PM : property
12:55:08 PM : cell
12:54:16 PM : thread
12:53:48 PM : egg
12:48:44 PM : completely
12:48:20 PM : wood
12:47:28 PM : bell
12:36:24 PM : title
12:35:56 PM : disease
12:35:44 PM : consist
12:34:24 PM : point
12:34:00 PM : perfectly
12:33:32 PM : conversation
12:33:08 PM : hot
11:47:28 AM : wrong
11:47:00 AM : apart
11:46:32 AM : seems
11:46:08 AM : Mrs.
11:45:28 AM : that’s
11:44:36 AM : see
11:43:44 AM : Ohio
11:43:16 AM : yellow
11:42:52 AM : Africa
11:42:24 AM : highway
11:37:00 AM : let’s
11:35:44 AM : already
11:34:12 AM : anyone
11:33:44 AM : football
11:33:20 AM : evening
11:32:28 AM : vast
11:32:00 AM : canal
11:31:36 AM : live
11:31:08 AM : fifth
11:30:28 AM : rubber
11:29:12 AM : report
11:28:44 AM : foot
11:28:20 AM : stay
11:25:32 AM : phrase
11:24:40 AM : flag
11:24:12 AM : break
11:23:44 AM : pale
11:23:20 AM : were
11:22:52 AM : aren’t
11:22:00 AM : cotton
11:21:36 AM : European
11:21:20 AM : possible
11:11:12 AM : haven’t
11:10:32 AM : perhaps
11:09:40 AM : frighten
11:09:12 AM : signal
11:06:36 AM : his
11:04:40 AM : be
11:03:24 AM : north
11:02:32 AM : victory
10:57:32 AM : pick
10:57:08 AM : whistle
10:54:56 AM : easy
10:51:00 AM : captured
10:50:08 AM : band
10:49:44 AM : skill
10:49:16 AM : was
10:48:52 AM : shoe
10:48:24 AM : plus
10:47:04 AM : coach
10:46:00 AM : as
10:43:24 AM : prepare
10:23:40 AM : adjective
10:23:16 AM : children
10:22:48 AM : eight
10:22:24 AM : Russian
10:21:56 AM : throughout
10:20:40 AM : cost
10:20:12 AM : laugh
10:20:00 AM : why
10:19:32 AM : stairs
10:19:08 AM : TV
10:18:40 AM : blanket
10:17:48 AM : require
10:16:04 AM : form
10:10:28 AM : story
10:10:04 AM : Don
10:08:44 AM : ground
10:08:20 AM : greatest
10:01:24 AM : drove
10:00:32 AM : current
10:00:04 AM : fifth
9:53:48 AM : straw
9:52:28 AM : detail
9:50:32 AM : collect
9:50:08 AM : you’ve
9:48:24 AM : excited
9:47:56 AM : belt
9:47:32 AM : pull
9:44:40 AM : mysterious
9:44:16 AM : come
9:43:48 AM : cool
9:43:24 AM : kept
9:38:24 AM : pay
9:36:28 AM : seven
9:34:16 AM : give
9:33:24 AM : January
9:21:12 AM : wrapped
9:20:48 AM : Japanese
9:20:20 AM : led
9:19:40 AM : talk
9:19:12 AM : term
9:18:48 AM : met
9:05:12 AM : drove
9:04:48 AM : careful
9:04:20 AM : section
9:02:24 AM : tried
9:01:56 AM : search
9:01:04 AM : Alaska
8:59:44 AM : difference
8:43:16 AM : golden
8:42:52 AM : influence
8:41:56 AM : Billy
8:41:32 AM : exercise
8:41:04 AM : knew
8:39:08 AM : hung
8:38:40 AM : season
8:37:20 AM : let
8:36:56 AM : pale
8:36:28 AM : map
8:35:48 AM : dried
8:35:24 AM : darkness
8:34:56 AM : sick
8:34:04 AM : brother
8:32:04 AM : cookies
8:31:40 AM : caught
8:31:28 AM : growth
8:31:12 AM : mental
8:30:20 AM : Henry
8:29:04 AM : gain
8:28:40 AM : plant
8:20:24 AM : Columbus
8:20:00 AM : characteristic
8:20:00 AM : belong
8:19:32 AM : Robert
8:18:12 AM : war
8:17:48 AM : cost
8:17:44 AM : darkness
8:17:20 AM : children
8:17:08 AM : rhyme
8:16:40 AM : sudden
8:16:12 AM : oldest
8:15:48 AM : impossible
8:14:28 AM : Norway
8:12:04 AM : verb
8:07:32 AM : unknown
8:07:08 AM : toy
8:06:16 AM : ring
8:05:48 AM : root
8:05:24 AM : society
8:05:24 AM : broken
8:04:56 AM : though
8:04:44 AM : England
8:03:24 AM : pile
8:03:00 AM : arrow
8:02:56 AM : gentle
8:02:32 AM : its
8:02:04 AM : answer
8:01:40 AM : chemical
8:01:12 AM : free
8:00:44 AM : twice
7:59:52 AM : yet
7:59:44 AM : discovery
7:59:40 AM : possibly
7:59:16 AM : changing
7:58:48 AM : religious
7:57:28 AM : believed
7:50:52 AM : went
7:49:20 AM : dawn
7:48:20 AM : equally
7:47:56 AM : wasn’t
7:47:04 AM : pass
7:44:12 AM : nose
7:43:48 AM : middle
7:42:56 AM : stuck
7:42:00 AM : highway
7:27:04 AM : hungry
7:26:36 AM : lion
7:26:12 AM : wet
7:25:56 AM : slightly
7:25:32 AM : stock
7:23:48 AM : find
7:23:20 AM : folks
7:21:48 AM : contrast
7:21:20 AM : natural
7:20:56 AM : poor
7:19:36 AM : line
7:19:12 AM : describe
7:18:44 AM : Peter
7:18:20 AM : plane
7:18:04 AM : tone
7:17:12 AM : pleasant
7:16:48 AM : noon
7:16:20 AM : dirt
7:15:56 AM : box
7:15:28 AM : highest
7:14:36 AM : brick
7:14:12 AM : completely
7:13:44 AM : edge
7:13:04 AM : mad
7:12:40 AM : willing
7:12:12 AM : forgotten
7:11:48 AM : planet
7:11:20 AM : certainly
7:10:56 AM : moon
7:10:28 AM : whom

1:24:40 AM : came
1:24:12 AM : wrapped
1:23:48 AM : motor
1:20:08 AM : Kepler
1:19:12 AM : fought
1:18:48 AM : jack
1:18:20 AM : dry
1:17:56 AM : Tom
1:00:24 AM : few
12:47:08 AM : hardly
12:41:20 AM : how
12:34:24 AM : supper
12:30:56 AM : worker
12:25:28 AM : character
12:09:00 AM : dozen
12:06:52 AM : organization
12:05:32 AM : Eddy
12:05:08 AM : town
12:04:40 AM : warn
12:04:16 AM : my
12:04:00 AM : sun
12:02:44 AM : missing
12:02:16 AM : surprise
12:01:52 AM : monkey
12:01:24 AM : rapidly
11:58:12 PM : New York
11:53:40 PM : problem
11:47:28 PM : basic
11:46:12 PM : wind
11:40:32 PM : pencil
11:37:44 PM : leaving
11:36:00 PM : activity
11:34:40 PM : court
11:29:44 PM : available
11:29:04 PM : Dan
11:28:12 PM : flies
11:24:44 PM : route
11:24:32 PM : in
11:21:56 PM : sharp
11:21:28 PM : imagine
11:21:04 PM : morning
11:19:04 PM : drink
11:16:28 PM : mental
11:15:36 PM : train
11:15:12 PM : ought
11:14:44 PM : our
11:14:32 PM : farther
11:14:04 PM : forty
11:13:40 PM : card
11:13:12 PM : wet
11:10:36 PM : roar
11:09:44 PM : definition
11:09:32 PM : sense
11:09:08 PM : introduced
11:08:40 PM : willing
11:08:12 PM : Frank
11:07:20 PM : blue
11:06:56 PM : log
11:06:04 PM : wire
11:05:36 PM : greater
11:05:12 PM : jungle
11:05:00 PM : system
11:04:32 PM : after
11:04:08 PM : London
11:03:40 PM : fifty
11:03:12 PM : top
11:00:36 PM : law
11:00:12 PM : game
10:56:32 PM : accept
10:56:04 PM : doctor
10:55:40 PM : mistake
10:51:32 PM : son
10:50:40 PM : make
10:50:24 PM : brother
10:50:00 PM : Mississippi
10:49:32 PM : simply
10:46:56 PM : colony
10:46:32 PM : cast
10:38:16 PM : worse
10:37:24 PM : explanation
10:37:00 PM : business
10:36:32 PM : baseball
10:36:08 PM : Dutch
10:30:44 PM : identity
10:30:16 PM : kids
10:28:44 PM : pig
10:27:52 PM : idea
10:27:28 PM : we
10:27:00 PM : into
10:26:08 PM : without
10:25:44 PM : next
10:25:16 PM : recent
10:25:04 PM : factor
10:24:36 PM : buffalo
10:24:12 PM : term
9:48:28 PM : lost
9:48:00 PM : also
9:36:20 PM : central
9:32:12 PM : pen
9:31:44 PM : cloud
9:30:28 PM : copper
9:24:32 PM : layers
9:24:04 PM : pour
9:23:36 PM : somehow
8:44:52 PM : energy
8:44:24 PM : general
8:44:00 PM : drop
8:40:16 PM : yes
8:39:52 PM : rocket
8:39:00 PM : pull
8:38:20 PM : almost
8:37:56 PM : means
8:37:28 PM : image
8:37:04 PM : of
8:36:36 PM : shut
8:36:12 PM : carbon
8:09:32 PM : cross
8:04:56 PM : longer
8:01:16 PM : explore
8:00:52 PM : Pennsylvania
8:00:00 PM : improve
7:52:12 PM : labor
7:52:00 PM : exist
7:51:32 PM : been
7:51:04 PM : Edward
7:48:56 PM : stems
7:43:52 PM : driving
7:43:28 PM : saved
7:40:12 PM : practice
7:39:44 PM : figure
7:23:52 PM : cover
7:23:24 PM : probably
7:22:44 PM : found
7:22:16 PM : pay
7:21:52 PM : spend
7:21:24 PM : bit
7:20:32 PM : location
7:18:32 PM : swing
7:16:24 PM : map
7:15:56 PM : case
6:47:12 PM : coast
6:46:44 PM : clay
6:42:12 PM : second
6:39:48 PM : discuss
6:39:20 PM : use
6:38:56 PM : chamber
6:38:28 PM : doesn’t
6:06:20 PM : Mike
6:05:28 PM : London
6:05:00 PM : hat
6:04:20 PM : church
6:03:56 PM : William
6:03:04 PM : mother
5:49:36 PM : Martin
5:47:12 PM : evening
5:35:04 PM : hello
5:22:32 PM : unknown
5:22:08 PM : Johnny
5:21:40 PM : before
5:21:16 PM : second
5:20:24 PM : explain
5:17:08 PM : shape
5:16:44 PM : possibly
5:15:24 PM : political
5:14:32 PM : canal
5:14:04 PM : pencil
4:47:56 PM : Wilson
4:47:32 PM : choice
4:47:04 PM : gun
4:46:36 PM : color
4:43:20 PM : amount
4:42:52 PM : Edward
4:42:28 PM : wrong
4:42:12 PM : world
4:41:20 PM : is
4:38:44 PM : cell
4:35:28 PM : explain
4:24:32 PM : nine
4:24:04 PM : thousand
4:22:32 PM : lost
4:20:48 PM : parent
4:19:56 PM : closely
4:18:24 PM : felt
4:17:56 PM : vast
4:17:32 PM : consonant
4:17:04 PM : metal
4:16:36 PM : blue
4:16:08 PM : surface
4:15:56 PM : golden
4:13:44 PM : sweet
4:12:00 PM : current
4:11:20 PM : in
4:10:00 PM : desert
4:09:32 PM : since
4:05:32 PM : mill
4:05:08 PM : decide
4:03:24 PM : brush
4:02:16 PM : dollar
3:58:00 PM : top
3:57:36 PM : dark
3:50:24 PM : ran
3:49:56 PM : our
3:48:28 PM : Sir
3:47:36 PM : president
3:45:52 PM : Frank
3:43:28 PM : grown
3:42:36 PM : New York
3:40:52 PM : Johnson
3:40:24 PM : direct
3:40:00 PM : wild
3:34:00 PM : replace
3:28:36 PM : managed
3:28:08 PM : crowd
3:26:12 PM : belong
3:25:44 PM : basket
3:25:20 PM : ring
3:24:52 PM : fifth
3:22:16 PM : base
3:19:00 PM : single
3:07:04 PM : bus
3:06:36 PM : command
2:57:28 PM : ring
2:57:04 PM : chair
2:56:36 PM : physical
2:54:12 PM : July
2:53:44 PM : per
2:52:00 PM : moment
2:51:44 PM : Johnson
2:50:00 PM : cream
2:49:36 PM : wear
2:47:36 PM : and
2:46:16 PM : killed
2:45:24 PM : desert
2:45:00 PM : future
2:44:32 PM : eventually
2:35:20 PM : thought
2:34:52 PM : Japan
2:33:36 PM : young
2:11:56 PM : all
2:11:44 PM : Charles
2:11:16 PM : fairly
2:04:04 PM : Mama
2:03:40 PM : dug
2:03:12 PM : don’t
2:03:00 PM : pot
2:02:32 PM : do
2:02:08 PM : older
2:01:40 PM : riding
2:00:48 PM : grew
1:54:04 PM : funny
1:53:40 PM : child
1:45:52 PM : oil
1:43:04 PM : morning
1:42:36 PM : instant
1:42:12 PM : writing
1:40:52 PM : shot
1:40:00 PM : gain
1:39:08 PM : powder
1:38:16 PM : elephant
1:38:04 PM : customs
1:37:12 PM : were
1:36:44 PM : sometime
1:36:20 PM : married
1:34:08 PM : highway
1:24:40 PM : jungle
1:24:24 PM : letter
1:23:32 PM : tree
1:23:04 PM : coming
1:19:48 PM : brain
1:18:56 PM : lake
1:18:04 PM : leader
1:14:48 PM : adult
1:12:12 PM : greater
1:10:40 PM : under
1:10:16 PM : certain
1:09:48 PM : younger
1:09:24 PM : muscle
1:08:56 PM : I’ll
1:08:04 PM : repeat
1:01:44 PM : unit
1:01:20 PM : pot
1:01:04 PM : trouble
12:45:40 PM : needle
12:44:24 PM : plate
12:43:04 PM : sit
12:42:40 PM : I
12:32:56 PM : mean
12:32:44 PM : stopped
12:31:48 PM : though
12:30:56 PM : apartment
12:29:00 PM : old
12:28:32 PM : chest
12:28:04 PM : perfectly
12:27:40 PM : train
12:27:12 PM : planned
12:25:40 PM : rough
12:25:12 PM : factor
12:23:28 PM : bad
12:22:08 PM : sort
12:21:56 PM : planet
12:18:00 PM : forty
12:17:32 PM : element
12:16:00 PM : second
12:15:36 PM : grass
12:14:40 PM : plane
11:46:48 AM : feed
11:45:44 AM : silence
11:35:56 AM : car
11:35:44 AM : afternoon
11:35:20 AM : there
11:34:52 AM : pile
11:34:28 AM : bad
11:26:00 AM : nearly
11:25:48 AM : village
11:25:20 AM : greater
11:24:52 AM : useful
11:24:28 AM : having
11:24:00 AM : instant
11:23:36 AM : barn
11:21:52 AM : symbol
11:19:56 AM : dug
11:18:36 AM : whale
10:54:32 AM : coat
10:54:08 AM : Ann
10:53:40 AM : lower
10:53:16 AM : beyond
10:50:40 AM : solve
10:49:36 AM : bare
10:47:52 AM : season
10:47:24 AM : within
10:46:32 AM : any
10:46:04 AM : wash
10:45:40 AM : correct
10:45:00 AM : fallen
10:44:36 AM : related
10:42:52 AM : newspaper
10:42:00 AM : shine
10:36:32 AM : smile
10:35:04 AM : interior
10:34:36 AM : adult
10:33:44 AM : element
10:33:20 AM : stream
10:32:52 AM : tube
10:32:00 AM : is
10:31:32 AM : Tim
8:45:00 AM : draw
8:39:08 AM : change
8:38:28 AM : weather
8:34:08 AM : equal
8:33:28 AM : rush
8:31:44 AM : Danny
8:31:20 AM : excitement
8:30:28 AM : asleep
8:29:36 AM : earlier
8:28:28 AM : cast
8:28:04 AM : bean
8:27:12 AM : here
8:11:36 AM : free
8:11:08 AM : Alaska
8:07:28 AM : constantly
8:03:32 AM : object
8:03:08 AM : iron
7:55:40 AM : Mama
7:54:48 AM : sing
7:52:00 AM : bring
7:51:36 AM : meal
7:51:08 AM : compass
7:50:44 AM : steel
7:50:16 AM : surface
7:49:52 AM : floating
7:49:12 AM : differ
7:46:36 AM : strong
7:46:08 AM : corn
7:45:44 AM : present
7:45:16 AM : stairs
7:44:52 AM : gas
7:44:24 AM : biggest
7:44:12 AM : bar
7:43:20 AM : Paul
7:42:52 AM : India
7:42:00 AM : seat
7:41:08 AM : steam
7:39:12 AM : us
7:38:48 AM : layers
7:38:20 AM : remove
7:30:20 AM : major
7:29:52 AM : your
7:23:48 AM : mouse
7:23:24 AM : habit
7:22:56 AM : possibly
7:22:32 AM : primitive
7:20:48 AM : got
7:19:56 AM : board
7:19:28 AM : balance
7:18:48 AM : beat
7:17:56 AM : David
7:17:32 AM : badly
7:17:04 AM : into
7:16:40 AM : anyone
7:12:04 AM : explanation
7:11:40 AM : planned
7:11:12 AM : secret
7:10:48 AM : merely
7:10:20 AM : occur
7:09:56 AM : spoken
7:09:16 AM : sand
7:08:52 AM : pattern
7:08:24 AM : very
7:08:00 AM : voice
7:07:32 AM : jet
7:06:40 AM : climate
7:06:16 AM : idea
7:05:48 AM : August
7:04:56 AM : eat
7:04:32 AM : driven
7:03:24 AM : swung
7:02:32 AM : kind
7:02:08 AM : fun
7:00:48 AM : pet
6:58:52 AM : press
6:58:24 AM : mother
6:58:00 AM : tank
6:56:16 AM : score
6:55:48 AM : active
6:39:32 AM : through
6:39:16 AM : blanket
6:38:24 AM : main
6:37:56 AM : Texas
6:37:32 AM : though
6:37:04 AM : Philadelphia
6:36:00 AM : silk
6:35:04 AM : only
6:34:40 AM : poetry
6:33:48 AM : original
6:33:20 AM : load
6:32:56 AM : row
6:32:28 AM : replace
6:32:04 AM : eventually
6:31:48 AM : rain
6:31:24 AM : strip
6:30:32 AM : minute
6:30:04 AM : Kepler
6:29:40 AM : excitement
6:19:16 AM : German
6:17:04 AM : sale
6:16:52 AM : muscle
6:16:24 AM : Greece
6:16:00 AM : pound
6:15:32 AM : express
6:14:40 AM : opinion
6:00:12 AM : and
5:59:44 AM : slept
5:59:20 AM : cabin
5:58:52 AM : magnet
2:16:24 AM : Illinois
1:46:28 AM : stranger
1:46:04 AM : control
1:44:20 AM : have
1:44:08 AM : record
1:40:40 AM : account
1:36:16 AM : solar
1:35:40 AM : pilot
1:34:44 AM : theory
1:32:36 AM : fur
1:31:44 AM : total
1:31:04 AM : toy
1:29:44 AM : master
1:28:24 AM : cookies
1:22:24 AM : supply
1:21:32 AM : beauty
1:18:44 AM : mice
1:16:36 AM : distance
1:15:40 AM : queen
1:12:36 AM : grade
1:12:08 AM : space

I’ve been told I’m the queen of space and was the Queen of Egypt – a couple times, in fact.

I get the space part, but I’m resisting the Egyptian bit. I don’t like the heat that much.

1:11:44 AM : afternoon
1:11:16 AM : age
1:10:24 AM : struck
1:09:32 AM : balance
1:09:08 AM : throw

I’m nearly 50. Up until about four years ago I really felt like I was still 27. The funny thing is that once I realized and felt that I’m really middle-aged – if not downright old – I acquired wrinkles.

My skin’s elasticity diminished almost immediately. This was no coincidence. I realized that I was in the afternoon of my life, at best.

(I am a good enough Dharma practitioner to recall from time to time that life is impermanent.)

This creeping discomfort of mortality has kept me off-balance for several years now. As I approach another landmark of a decade, I remember that my metabolism first slowed at 28 (not the 30 of which I’d been warned). So, like clockwork, each decade, near my eighth year, things begin to slow and drop and curl and shed and gain and wrinkle. I’ve gained twenty pounds in the last few months alone, and the closest I can come to an explanation is increased alcohol intake, more sedentary activity, and an increased consumption of red meat. It makes no sense: at 27, I could eat cheesecake for dessert twice a day and maintain a 25-inch waist with no effort at all. Aging sucks, if I believe any of this really affects my quality of life.

I was a bit depressed about this, since I’d lost everything in the economic downturn. I had so many things in my possession that were not really mine, but I had convinced myself that I was entitled to them even though I signed those papers giving the banks full rights to my sense of security. The banks had simply loaned them to me while encouraging me to believe that all that money would someday magically appear to resolve all those commitments.

So I got busy discovering thrift stores. And I’m happy to report that, even though I’ve gained 20 pounds (oh, wait, maybe it’s the Fluoxetine that I started taking so I could cope with being back at work and being constantly reminded of what is no more…), I can re-wardrobe myself, even on my bankrupt court-approved budget. I just hope no one at work recognizes their clothes on me…

1:08:28 AM : into
1:08:04 AM : around
1:07:36 AM : either
1:05:52 AM : due
1:04:36 AM : appearance
1:04:08 AM : understanding
1:03:56 AM : lose
1:01:44 AM : mainly

The biggest reason for losing an understanding of “reality” is being misled by appearances, whether outer or inner.

We come here with a bit of recollection of why we are here and what our “story” is, our purpose in life… But it’s really just a role that we take on, and on some level we remember that it’s really not important. We grasp at what we’re “supposed” to be doing; we taunt ourselves with illusions of grandeur about our lineage and heredity and importance…

The real trick is to manage to remember, while we’re still here, that is IS all a play.

This is my biggest problem. And I shudder to think of how often I get sucked into thinking that what other think, how I feel, how I’m coping, and whether I’m doing what I’m “supposed” to do, matter worth a tiny speck of shit.

The irony is that I’m not agnostic, or an Atheist. I actually have incredibly deep (I think, with a chuckle) faith that Enlightened Beings exist, that God exists, that Jesus is a savior and that Buddha came to show all beings the way to true happiness.

It’s just that we take it too seriously.

We end up killing one another and clinging to fear. Fears that we do not even perceive in ourselves. Yet we’re quick to spot them in others.

I’m all about self-deprecating humour here.

~~~

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